Who hasn't seen movies like "Fight Club" or "Wanted"? Movies in which the main protagonist is actually a total boring idiot who's not even able to change his life... I'm a guy like that.
But really, I am.

Mostly you see people walking out of the cinema theatre and talking about how they can identify themselfs with the boring lead character. But 99% of these people have no fucking idea how it is to have a life like that. They watch it, talk about it with their hipster girlfriends and 5 minutes later they forgot about it. And let me tell you - a 40% students job which you don't like isn't "hating my job". It's bullshit, it's just getting money somehow and after you're done with your studies you get an exciting job in a fancy company such as google or whatever.

Hating your job is:

• when you work your ass off 5 days a week, 10hours a day and you count every minute of it
• when you're surrounded by workaholics with not existing socialskills and you've given up to teach them a few - such as "talking a normal conversation besides the "work" topic
• when you've got a boss who refuses to say a single "Thank you" or "Please" from time to time
• when you put that fake smile on your face so many times, you're not able to turn it off in your free time
• you started to smoke to get off the office few times a day - even if it's 5 minutes
• You wish for an accident every morning on your way to work - nothing serious, just something entertaining that keeps you off work
• when the most exciting thing you'll see the whole day is that commercial picture of an underwear company
• when you open a blog to write of how much you hate your job while you're at work
• feel free to continue in your mind...

You might say now, as my mother does, "If you're that unsatisfied - go and change something! You're the only one who's able to do that. Believe in yourself blablabla" and all these positive happy-crap. Let me stop you right there - shut up! If it would be that easy I would've done it.

I'm a guy who's actually totally useless, a bee who can be replaced anytime. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna die someday and nobody, besides family and friends, really cares about it. So, stranger - If you ever feel lonely. If you ever feel lost in this stupid world. If you ever feel useless and everything just sucks but nobody understands. No worries, there are thousands or even millions of useless bees like you. I'm one of them. Nice to meet you.

Btw: English isn't my first language - So if there are some mistakes, and I'm pretty sure there are loads of it, I don't give a shit.